There are two very distinct entities, one that is the human aspect of me and another of a more ascended power. The ascended power has almost no control over my physical deeds and reactions, it is the thinker and the knowledgeable. He lives in a state of moral perfection and neglect that he disconnects himself from the physical realm. The human aspect of me is what drives me forward, a ecstatic and emotional being that is suppressed by the supposed wisdom of the ascended force. It seems like a parasite that infects the human yet it see's itself as beneficial. As the ascended power realizes that it requires the other half to survive, it attempts to wrestle control over the human side. However a ghost has no presence over the physical world and it proves near impossible to make any progress. Even in the face of horrible disasters, only the human side feels the pain, the ascended being looks on with a state of almost disapproval. In the face of such odds these two forces clash in a way unlike devils and angels do. The humans suffers all the pain from moral suffering while the ascended power has no morals. How can this contradiction live and survive in such a human world of today? It is the act of forfeiting that allows a relationship to become stable. Either one side or the other has to give up something, in this case one side gives up complete control only to realize it was a mistake. You never know what you have until you lose it.
Sounds like a story huh?
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